Shivering in every jacket much too thin
for this evening of sleet and freezing rain
She wanders in mad dog attack darkness
feeling about the strength to step one
more puny step, knowing panic
well enough to mention it by its previously name
She had felt next void
screamed to God, in addition his cell was
out associated with minutes, as many times before
Insanity rode her completely jockey
who was hell-bent-for-leather
Given the treasured bus pass, she rode
the streets brought to life by Nowhere and End-of-the-line
Had to get yourself a place to sleep
Had purchase your away
Safe place, no rapes tonight
At a unique familiar stop she descends
the requirements of her mobile champion
Home labeled her
Home was there
just the actual street
before the trees
Pausing close to sidewalk she watched
the Dale Kincaid lights within the home -
that was hers as well as more
She chose him, committed him, so
tough luck, baby
you're screwed now
February
Ice Storm
Incredibly cold
Stumbling for the grocery store
parking lot, she sees the wink of
a A positive manner donation truck
Under it turn into parcels and pieces
like presents within Christmas tree
Needles sewed the ice pellets to
cheeks is actually hollow as yellow eggs
sucked seem to make beautiful art
Jacket no warmer than a shirt
Last place she was alive, they stole
her coat and hang up her out at 3: 00 YOU'LL FIND THE MOST. M.
Threw her for the night rain
Sleep sucked her in the way a baby
sucks interior teat where warm whole milk is
A little mouse
afraid having to do with cops
who ask her
where she's going
They know damn brisk and well she
isn't manoeuvreing anywhere she hasn't
already just been, but wherever she is
they want to avoid her there
Ducking beneath the actual Goodwill truck
she sees bags and wonders any time a warm
coat might be crouching there, waiting
Won't do to explore, cops roust you with regard to that
In one brave swoop she accumulates a
little suitcase, as lonesome as herself
Scurrying away, rat-like
smelling her sour fear
she heads it eventually urban woods
Just past home
that is not home
dragging a large amount an old refrigerator
carton over a string around it,
she feels the burden
blow out of and knock her in the knees
Not young
Not well
Not sane
F*cked up
The trees and shrubs welcome her
They twinkle like stars on your sleet
Fever grips her at an avid lover
Got to go in far enough no your own house sees
Brittle brush fingers decide to buy at her
Hidden hazards chuckle if she falls
But the suitcase is definitely the comforting
weight
Finds a fallen appointments, a hollow by it
Lines owning the refuge with cardboard
Trembling implies virgin lover
she opens the suitcase since there are no coat
There are dresses
Sparkling dresses
Cocktail dresses
Stiff
unyielding dresses
Alive using the sequins and tulle
that pulls itself to her swollen
fingers
Jackie Kennedy dresses
Rich girl's baubles, but no coat
Freezing storm coats her hair
Cools your boyfriend fevered cheeks
Leg infected where exactly he shot her
yellow pus exercise down her leg,
gluing her pants to flesh
Pulling the pad away tears skin too
Half the dresses produce a pallet
Half the dresses complete a slippery
covering, sequins sliding
That suitcases, Judas, liar
serves as a tent when put upside down
over the log with a bit of brush
Keeps the worst out from her eyes
It would be logical your man die by morning
but she never seemed undertake a bit of luck
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